Times like this I guess I miss you, only because when I would have a nightmare I would call you over to come over and you did. You would put me right back to sleep.
You would risk the chance of getting in trouble just to help a friend out… What would have been huh? If I was alone and you were alone we could’ve been alone together.
I remember when you first told me I was cute and very pretty… You called me out on turning red and getting shy. I also remember when you told me I was very affectionate, ha that didn’t go so well.
How sad was everything right? I was the girl full of problems in a problematic relationship and you were the prince waiting for a princess to rescue. Sorry I couldn’t be that princess. Sorry I couldn’t give you a chance.
&’ in my stomach I gets knots just thinking at the thought of why I couldn’t just pulled what he pulled to me? At that moment he still didn’t care about me, he still didn’t like me. I guess, Maybe it could have been the fact I didn’t want you to be a product of use… of revenge. I realized all I needed then was the company of someone to talk to, someone who actually cared, who knew it could be you I’d end up dreaming about .
I'm so sorry to read your story about your relationship. I'm sorry that you're sad and I can relate with the trust issues and having no one to talk to. Relationships take two people and it seems you're the only one that's trying. My relationship has only survived because somehow my bf turned around and changed and made an effort. Good luck sweetheart I hope it happens for you x
Thank you :3 Your words are wisdom to my heart. And we are both trying and have progressed in many ways EXCEPT the trusting part which is a basis to the the whole relationship thing :P .